There is help for you, or at least legal recourse for compensation for your injuries. Certain sectors of Big Pharma are making millions off the administration of these pills. The harmful effects of these drugs on women and girls seems to be of no consequence to these Big Pharma behemoths. In addition to receiving some assistance, you also might help prevent other women from being similarly injured or even killed via these drugs.
My friend Missy Smith has launched an effort to bring a class action suit against Pfiser, a leading manufacturer of these deadly pills. Please read and feel free to contact her for more information. This is her site.